Saturday, May 17, 2003
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fading into the background...
no one cares...
oh welll. i just faced a veri veri veri nice situation just now. bahhh
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was out wif my mum. wif pple calling me talk talk talk. naturally my fone went dead even before i reached home.
dad tried to call me. but no one picked up. DUH! cuz my fone was low batt. and den some do noe dat my voice msg is of 5566 intro-ing demselves. and den he heard it. he thot i downloaded it. bahhhh. like dats such a beg deal. and besides I DIN DOWNLOAD! ITS RECORDED! but oh wellll he doesnt understand dat. bahhh.
so when i came back. he asked me to gif him my fone. CONFISCATE! oh welll.
i never said ANYTHING
i just took out my fone. put it down on the table and walked away.
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my mum was like trying to explain lor to my dad. dat my fone no batt ler. dats why no one picked up. |:
but oh welll. all i said to my mum was
"i cant be bother ler. being 'accused' of things all the time. i've seen this kind of thing happening for nearly 15 years already. now i too tired to fight back. i got nothing to sae ler. dad wanna take the fone? fine. go ahead. nothing i sae does matter aniwae."
my mommmie din sae anithing. bahhh. whu cares. i realleh no energy larh. everytime in these kind of situations. i used to FITE FITE FITE FITE BACK! now arh? wadever. do wadever u want. wadever i sae dun matter at all. so wad diff does dat make?
on a happier note:
just now was so kewt. my mommie's just toooooo farneeeeee. lol.
we were at burger king eating larh. den i was talking to her abt sumfing.
den i said "blah blah...talk talk talk talk..." den suddenly my mom spurt out the water she was drinking RIGHT IN MY FACE!!!!
tian arh. den we burst out luffing. den i went to wash my face and blah blah. erxin leh my mommie. she said my expression was too farnie. den accidentally spurt.
ADOI!!!
den just now when she was at robinsons shopping for her crystals. i went to times bookstore. sat dere and read the princess diaries series.. "Princess In Spotlight - Volume 2" THE WHOLE BLARDIE DARN BOOK! -.-"
and my mom still wasnt done. bahhhhh. so can imagine how long my mom was dere. when i went to find her again. she still wasnt done. -.-"
yeaps yeaps. dat was how my dae was todae. in the morning met sarah and went to far east to collect sumthing. den went to meet mom. til now i just reached home. which is like 9:18pm. harharhar.
Friday, May 16, 2003
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i dowan talk abt sad stuff ler. it just breaks my heart. *sobsx
now i will thrive to live a happier lyfe.
jiayou everyone!
lynnie u tooooooo. *hugsx
my shoulder is here all the way for yoo
although i gif crap advice. *makes stupid face
haisx. lyfe's so screwed u noe. i just told mie dad dat "i hate yoo!" yesterdae. -.-" haisx. immense anger. wad u think? den he was like "why u hate me?" and i was like so pissed. cuz he and mie mommie think i'm not trying my best for exams. WAD MORE CAN I DO?! i stay up to study u tell me to sleep. -.-" and becuz rite den i was sittting in front of chem stuff den i said "now i'm studying its for my sake and not for yours ANYMORE!" bahhhsx.
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but was i reallie doing it for my sake? i think i did it more to prove everyone else wrong. dat i DO study and dun judge me so eff off. -.-" and when dey said stuff liddat when i am trying my best. and i was trying my best to actuallie excel for my studies. it hurt lor. and wad wif frenships being screwed all over the place. everything so overwhelming. haisx. and i cried cuz of wad mie mommie daddie said. and i just din haf the energy to retaliate. so i said "i hate you!" the next dae. haisx. dunnoo if i hurt my dad. haisx. sorrie daddie. but i was pissed. and i am trying my best. but u just nv saw mie effort. and i'm sorrie for being dumb. DUMB DUMB DUMB!
Thursday, May 15, 2003
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bOoO!!!!!!!!! i did my archives. but not yet completed. ho ho. cuz i lazy do animore. tmr or sumfing den i continue. heh.
urh. i'm madded. i wanna type and type crap my whole lyfe. now gonna start flooding my darleeng blog again. -.-" urh wadever. i dun care ler. i wanna blog i blog. HMPH!
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eh eh eh eh i'm BACK! ho ho ho ho ho! i was nearly falling asleep at my chem textbook. BAHHS! all the equations swimming in my headdd. so decided to take a bath =D AGAIN. after like 3 hrs frm the last bath? to freshen myself up. worked a LILLLL LILLLL bit. not much. all the chem equations and blahs swimming in my head. bahs. not nyce...
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aniwaeeeee. american idol in like a few mins. heh. I WANT CLAY to win!!!!!!!!!! he's such a kewtie pie. hahax. -.-" ho ho ho!
sorrie but i've gone mad. and its been proven. and i HAF been to the institute of mental health. so BAR ME FRM SCH TMR! *grynnsx den i no need take chem exam.
lalallalla. wadever.
ehhhh finished my stupid guestbook ler. haisx. now i hafta go ler. so sadded. cuz i hafta pia for chem. BAHS! bahs bahs bahs. cant stop eet. BAHS! ho ho..
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aniwae. pple. i hate tagbrd. can tell tagbrds to eff off. heh. so sign mie guestbook kiex?! heh. *smylesx*
my guestbook going all screwed up. EH. wad the hell is going all screwed up?! urgh. my england's going bad to worse. arhhhhhh
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wadever. |:
woah. this is a record so far in this hse. i'm still sitting here and it's nearly two. i mean it is a record. cuz the comp is in my parents room and dey are like sleeping behind me. and i've been sitting here since 9pm. and eeeks. my mom loves toilet breaks at nite. and until now she hasnt woken up and scream at me to get off the comp. so its a blardie record in this hse. the last hse i stayed online til morning 8am liddat frm 10pm the nite before also no one screamed. ho ho ho. cuz the comp was in my room duh! now its in my parents room. i rarely can use til so late. ho ho ho! urgh wadever. i wanna go off ler. sianzation. i rather sleep. tataaaaa...
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wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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ahhhhhh. i feel so much at ease ler. never updated for
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quite some LONG time ler. heh. either been too lazy or too tired or simply no time at all. todae feel so much more happier. left wif chem paper on fridae. and den i'm DONE! wheeeeeeeee. hahahx. =] and cant believe i actuallie did this layout. ho ho ho! and its like 1:13am. bahs. surprisingly my mom hafnt gotten up for her toilet breaks at nite. ho ho hO! and den u will hear her scream at me. bahs. whu cares. i hate my parents. dey love to stereotype me. some other pple love to stereotype me too. u dunnoo me larh. so PUH-LEASE dun stereotype me cuz den in turn i will hate u. and NOOOOO its not nice for u to haf me on ur back staring daggers at u. lol. a lot of stuff been happening. yet i nv post anithing in here. lol. i used to be USED TO be a blog addict. post a thousand entries A DAE. now ONE pathetic entry in years oso hard to come by lol. and besides. i'm so introverted now. YEAH RITE. lol. no larh. been lazy to go town. all i do is come home and laze or SLEEP. adoi. wad is becoming of meeeeee?!?! and i wanna go back to sec 1 or 2. heh. lyfe's so much more easier den. heh.